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\to the sound of a lot of noises, like he was scared a little, \\; rain has been less than at home so I went back like that you wait for me, I have not done something, \thing that catches her eye 'Zhang Ying', the protagonist of the contents of this month arguing that the feelings of four to five years in vain to make them a woman, an old woman than he



pain in her heart a bit harsh, and she sat there quietly, with a contemptuous look at him, her gaunt face appears to have a fragile beauty But she was sharp and fierce eyes, and he was a bit confused, eager to pack the table off the computer stuff, \pale and weak



six p.m.:



\; blunt voice mask share a guilty conscience, she did not answer his challenge, just go straight in the rain in the back and forth, seems to act to tell him, 'Do not deceive me, do not lie to me, I'm not the courage to re- subject to any blow, 'and she could no longer resist, and no effort to go angry, she can not put aside to pay for so many years, he was her all the happiness in this life, find God not to take her this is also the only remaining, and she contrary to the wishes of their parents fled with him, she is nothing, leaving only him, God ... ... ... ...



he saw her few seem to be more timid silence, began non-stop to explain, 'I can not contact with her, you can rest assured that I love you one, this life I only love you ... ... ... & hellip ; a man 'his promise so easily, so there is no weight, she did not choose to once again believe him, he said a better tomorrow with her and told that she must trust him, he is not there a person begins stop the speech,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], said the beauty and happiness of the future, it seems to be happy and stable tomorrow and there will be no quarrel, but she did not know of a few hours after the earth-shattering catastrophe is waiting for her



nine at night:



When she returned home with his clock has nine points, his thoughtful question \We eat out how? \Not out to eat, and today I want to cook for you to eat \, discussing what to buy vegetables to go home, but doing it will not be too cumbersome and very tasty, and when they put a few bags full of food is coming home, he suddenly said \Did not buy onions, green onions hot in the hold is not a fly in the ointment? ? You go back to burn hot, I'll be back, good! \/> midnight:



she began disturbed, that happens too many times, often due to various reasons before he ran out to that woman phone, her heart wanted to believe all the commitments he has said is true, but he had a criminal record is not it? He is always cheating on her is not it? ? Onions need to buy so long? ? Ran ten times were enough, because the supermarket downstairs in their lives, is not he over her or to call the Internet a woman, winter cropped her forehead sweat in March, she did not want to confirm that But a voice inside kept urging her, 'You idiot willing to be a lifetime? When did you become so weak? ?

this point have no courage? Do you have left? ? If nothing else, then leave a little dignity it, go, look for him, to confirm the speculation in your heart 'my heart like a battle three hundred rounds, and she's leaning against the door canopies and general weakness, and ultimately, she decided to look for him



her heart beating fierce, it seems to get out of the chest, her hand clutching his chest all the shuttle around the streets in the housing to Her understanding of him, she went to a nearby phone booth and all the cafes, and sure enough, in a remote phone booth in a small alley to find him, he is to call the woman called Zhang Ying, her heart seemed to sink all of a sudden to the bottom, are also deemed to winter cold suddenly winded winded her trembling, she then had a heart trembling or tell the body to silence her with a sad eyes looked at him, shook him to hear indistinct indistinct the dialogue and sound of the woman as the needle through the eardrum, such as \If we stand here is nothing but disgrace, and she smiled ironically,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], sounds more and more people around are watching them with a surprised look, he's hung up the phone distraught, disturbed at her promotion bureau rare gaffe, it seems that he also knew it was a prelude to the coming storm, and she turned and rushed into the uncertain gait of the crowd clamoring



two p.m.:



her trance, the number of pieces of heart, I do not know how many times the past few years has been hurt often fragmented, she always wound and said to myself, suddenly two strangers living together, there will be friction, and so we are worn smooth wheel angle was not scarred as they are now, and what she can give way and tolerance, with the exception of the requirements of love will never give way, she only asked him to love her sinking heart is pure, she was never in my entire life affordable emotional betrayal, if it is so that she will give up,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], do not give up such a dirty feeling



scarred heart is torn once again, she clearly heard the voice of effort in the drops, she fiercely fanned myself a slap in the face, why so stupid to believe him? ? Why is this a User can destroy the feelings of over four or five years? ? Those who think of eachother feel more upset, and promise to the ear is still around, but ... ... ... ... the fact it is so heartbreaking, her tears like a broken bead clip from her pale face fall



her trance came back home, then heard his voice trailing back door, she did not know what he said, she began to shout themselves hoarse shouted at him, all kinds of sharp knife-like words like head and threw it to him, seems to want to use this way to relieve the pain of the heart, said that did not mean, look at the way he is scarred heartache almost could not breathe



heart thrill of little waves, he is not a good character person, silence to the beginning of the subsequent counter-attack, shock was her mind while trance \! \; What did you say? What did you say? 'Her answer was a bleak room, her love came to an end in this Shajian -

midnight four points:



bedroom dark waves Chris Yu love you a million years, 21 individuals, sitting in her pajamas for a cold tile floor, a pillow, holding his arms, head gently down on the pillow pale, thin face into a soft pillow, the more like his gentle embrace of the time, has slowly pillow soaked with tears, she did not know how long this ride, she has been reluctant to believe that the love so fragile, she re- self-confidence, then it can not withstand strong betrayal, \In the bottom of my heart filled with pain, sorrow spend the time it is a sad joke, laugh at a noise in her heart, but can not find the exit vent, she grieved that he clench his hair, a trace of pain in Italy came from the scalp With her fleeting sober mind, open your eyes flooded with tears, but still see a vague black, her face drenched with tears already



She had so much to him to give up so many, many already can not afford her the pain of losing his parents, career, self, and friends knew him almost in the years to kill them all, and almost with all energy to take care of him, to maintain this love she thought worth preserving,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but few years later it, face is not back, black hair is not white, they are are gloomy, she was blowing like a burst of Qi Feng, starting with a barren cool, what is given up? What is despair? No one better than she is now aware of the meaning of two words



her dark black look silent, the silent cry, what is true? ? What is false? ? Who's been? ? Whose fault is it? ? ? Who can tell me! ! ! In this Chajian her world collapsed, her heart will be also the Chajian died, she thought of suicide, so alive, what is the point? Her happiness is all the original illusion, her stick to the original so fragile and funny, she does not know what else the world is true, few people sharing a bed with Shajian become strangers, her only rely on, a starting point for her happiness, all her hopes, overnight dipping maintained, she has not reflected all over the world turned upside down when her hopes were disappointed her through the destruction of the ---, and also despair through the ... ...



six in the morning:



room was still dark, thick The curtain has not been opened a long time, what is the color of the window she had no curiosity, the table has been cold too hot just like the refrigerator-like, glowing cold cream, the dish of the table has been like green soup like, everything seemed to laugh at her simplicity, her body has some stiff, she had sat there so long forgotten, and her face has been numb tears wash, traces of a Road pale highlights, the Portrait ghostly not angry, shaking his support from the body to be frozen, and she opened the gas, from the fruit bowl next to the living room groping took a sharp fruit knife, everything is quiet scary, six in the morning been forgotten by the time of God, only to hear the people that visit Hong weakly bass ... ... \> death to her, now is not a terrible thing, but a spiritual relief, and only a loss and heartache in the future she can not afford, now can be described in terms of what she is gone, zombies to live more by decades of crime, why! ! Head a bit dazed, I do not know the gas or the result of months down the sad attacks, that bloodless pale skinny fingers clenched the hilt, music room seems empty, some ethereal, light finger touch it a sharp blade, never abandoned him after thinking about the pleasure of, the blade gently across the neck veins, nerves came a tingling, numbness in the body can no longer feel like a long pain, she narrowed a pair of large light glazed eyes, through the computer screen light to see a drop Xuezhu down from the wrist plan quickly, she seems very much appreciate to see drops of blood which fell on that white stick on the keyboard, like a blossoming blooming Plum, poignant but short

wrist injury soon condensation, and the blood is no longer emerge from under the skin, and her eyebrows when it moved about gently Zou, trance she saw an incomplete Samuume map, so ugly and disgusting, her heart thrown a deep sense of dissatisfaction in the force more quickly than the last mark on the knife wrist, this time actually no pain, only a smell of gas permeated The smell of blood, she seems to enjoy the deep absorption of the mouth, and some fishy smell sweet in the nose was filled, there is a relaxed and happy can not say, like the other sublimation Shousong the grip of the handle, trembling fingers gently Jianpanshangqiao fight, blood red with the finger moves quickly throughout the keyboard, computer desk full of her ... ... that red liquid

Dragon:

I hate you, I want you to a lifetime of guilt, if a soul I'll leave you alone, never ... never ... never ... ... I feel warm, I want you to live life cold inside, you know? ? You feel desperate, right? ? When you help the body feeling cold when I felt the despair is not it? ? But really has a soul? ? I actually do not want to hate you, I just want you happy, very happy we can stay together, I love you more than myself, you have betrayed that I no longer believe even their own, I doubt I live The fundamental significance, why is it so? ? I really worked hard to maintain this relationship, why care about the faster the more lost, I rely on the mother as a child in general depend on you to see your success and happiness has been a good meet, I just quietly standing by your behind, so simple Why can not maintain, what I most want to take away the only you ... ... I love the most nostalgic

When you see this letter, I do not know where It is heaven or hell, listen to others who commit suicide do not go to heaven, only hell, have no more time to think about before, knowing each other four or five creative partnership Spring and Autumn, have a laugh and there have been weeping, but neither has been at this time of heartbreak and sorrow ... ... ... ... a thousand words are empty ... ...

if it could, then I will always stand behind you & hellip ; ... ... ...



three in the afternoon:



gently with a towel wrapped her lived wrist full of blood, she snapped into the ice water bath, washed all the bloody body, she wears her most beautiful pink one Baizhe Qun, fit gently lying on that bed, soft, thick She gradually covered with a thick quilt cold body and blood stained towels, bed sheets penetrated, like burning love, burning of her brief youth, life, love, so she was betrayed, so she left all



she could open the door into the room to hear his voice, it was most looking forward to hear her voice, then prepare meals for her every night waiting for him back, she always sound on the TV to the most quietly, she was afraid not hear the sound of his coming,

his regret, a lifetime of guilt, he looked at the computer the most persistent cold oath She seems to look at him in his behind, a smile of happiness ... ... He had diarrhea began to tremble, hands gently to be carefully opened the thick, watching the color of roses surrounded by her, her face good white good white, good white good white lips, delicate beauty, she is well good, but she would not quarrel with the clamor for him that he carry her, and she would never trouble him like a child, but In that moment his heart sank to the bottom is, a drop of crystal tears slide down from the corner not aware of it and snapped the hit in the back of her already stiff, he seemed to hear her voice Shougu smashed with tears ... ... he collapsed, his roar was rushed out of the room, never came back



's laughing in a room of cold

heart filled with grief every corner of

fingers touch the keyboard

want to write something ... ...



set in dull eyes watching the sword

imagined it cut through the skin sore

came as beautiful red

bright red with the slightest



sweet and Italy in the ups and downs in the air



tight the hands of the knife tight

it gently kiss the artery

Valentine's love and affection they seem to

some of the thrill of little fists clenched

feel that intense emotions



blood along the thin skinny wrist

dripping onto the white keyboard

put a tablet and a plum

obsessed with the beauty of it love it

pure



trembling fingers, beating bytes

ah!

blood in the air with sweet

and filled with tears, the salt



head a bit dazed

will clearly feel

life force slowly cleared from the body

love, expectations, dreams ... ... ... ...

a little bit similar to the desolate heart of the wilderness



gradually floated off this flashy urban

buried, and buried her

all!







2006 年 10 月 17 at: 22:57 (19 October 19: 24 Continued)






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