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Glass Heart


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  I am not a heartless girl, just do not want to let yourself get too invested, because fear of being hurt, afraid of the feeling that the heart is deposits in the society, it is always an indifferent look. However, I need absolute security, I like the feeling of being spoiled.
  Zhou Rui is my first boyfriend, and last, because he became my husband. Zhou Rui is a freshman understanding, and then after graduation as Zhou Rui's wife. I know he is very ordinary and Zhou Rui is very good, but I have never worried because I absolutely Zhou Rui sense of security. I love Zhou Rui, but I never told him because I think he knew ... ...
  Zhou Rui successfully entered foreign companies after graduation, six months later became the sole agent in Shanghai, and then I came just like Zhou Rui Shanghai. I also gave up their original work, Zhou Rui gives me peace of mind to enjoy a happy life. I am a lazy woman, and I hate to work hard in this society. Zhou Rui Although very busy, but he is always on time to go home and cook for me. I should be a stupid woman, because I do not, and Zhou Rui is always spoil me, I think our feelings will be as solid as a tripod, and I can give my life to enjoy the gentle Zhou Rui, this feeling lasted for four years, and then began our life ... ...
  waves that summer evening, I curled up on the sofa, quietly watching TV, Zhou Rui home, I am still constantly looking at the TV and heartless smile. Zhou Rui came quietly and sat down next to me and hugged and kissed me gently, and I just stare at TV, only in the TV end, it turned to see Zhou Rui,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I smiled and said to him: \I want good to see you, you are stuck in my mind. I forbid you like any other woman, if you betray me, I can not forgive you forever. \said: \shoulder, hand on his chest of the circle. Suddenly my heart was severely tightened,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the hand movements in an instant pause, Zhou Rui's T shirt at the edge of a woman's hair, but does not belong to me, because I was short hair, Zhou Rui perceived I change, won my face asked: \He loved me, the hair may just do not care.
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  But it's with the hair is completely disrupted my peaceful life. I said, I'm really afraid of losing Zhou Rui, I face trying to convince myself to forget about this matter, perhaps this is just a coincidence, one side was kept guessing I do not know the Zhou Rui in the world occurred in all, the brain Zhou Rui and flashed over and over again the case with another woman.
  Zhou Rui is still very punctual to work, still turned down all night, socializing with me. But he began to feel different from my past, because I lost, because we can not tell him why. Zhou Rui more than once asked me: \at home. \Doubt go on like this I know, I and Zhou Rui's feelings will face a crisis, because love is the most important thing is trust, and I was as a hair,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], while Zhou Rui lives in a series outside the imagination, indeed should not be. Four years, Zhou Rui is always on my feelings as well, on the outside he is a successful man, but at home it is a good pain I love my husband.
  I began to try out at home to a variety of local shopping, and then go home and his work before Zhou Rui, life seems to be back before I started to forget that period of life \
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  In the warm afternoon, I like a person sitting in cafes, big windows side. A cup of coffee while observing the passers-by rushed the road form, color, guess the story took place around them. Sometimes close to see a couple walk down the street, I will be happy to smile and then remember, Zhou Rui, reminded him of the good.
  Shanghai and slowly began to integrate into the city, and slowly began to leave their homes. I suddenly realized that I have not, and Zhou Rui together out the door, I do not even know the way Zhou Rui work, because I never looked for him, so I decided to see Zhou Rui. Of course, did not call and tell him before. I hope to give him a surprise, thought he saw me his face could not conceal his surprise and happiness, heart full of joy. Zhou Rui
  I went into the office building where the company, but do not know how to find Zhou Rui, so they lingered in the hall, I thought maybe I could work here, so Zhou Rui, I stood there, the brain in imagining over and over again like to meet with Zhou Rui.
  I do not like waiting for a woman. So I finally decided to find Zhou Rui, when I asked him who asked the company, people are very surprised with a look at me, they are also what will be an excellent suspect Zhou Rui woman like me, but I do not care, Although the surface because I think I'm lazy, but I have less than perfect to hide any appearance, I do not like pretentious. All of this will be enough in my mind clear, I only care about Zhou Rui, Zhou Rui is my world, people are strange looks when I walked into the eyes of Zhou Rui's office, with the woman's sensitive, and feel there is a individuals are in a hostile look at me. Sixth sense told me that maybe my life will be because of this woman and radical change, I do not deny that I am a stupid woman, but I feel emotional but it is 100% accurate this is their most confident I have a little .
  When I entered office, Zhou Rui, Zhou Rui looked startled me for a long time before the queen's desk since come out, gently hugged me and said: \\former do not care about you? \things, holding my hand out of the office, I looked up and went up to the eyes, a complex vision, I looked up and looked at carefully in front of this woman, beautiful,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], from the point of view of her dress look very good at decorated themselves, if possible, I want her as a friend, but her eyes told me that she ruthless Zhou Rui me ... ... I twitched the hand, told him: \: \
  Zhou Rui took me to a little restaurant, the restaurant feels very warm, where you can relax tense nerves, I like that feeling. The waiters are greeted warmly and Zhou Rui, and then with a strange look looked at me, to take us to a table by the window seat, be seated, I asked Zhou Rui: \? looks like you and people here very familiar. \Zhou Rui, and do not want to watch TV, but while he was willing to stay with me.
  wake up the next day, Zhou Rui has to work, or hot breakfast on the table, there is a note: baby, breakfast was ready, do not forget to eat. I hope that today too happy, kiss you! I am filled with happy feelings.
  day a bit overcast, so I decided not to go out today, bored couch in like Zhou Rui, but found the day before everything looked strange, wherever people are strange looks. I do not quite understand, but I'm too lazy to think. Suddenly phone rings, pick up the microphone, where they hung up the phone number is very strange, I do not know who is so boring, do not bother to reason,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I think it may be a nuisance. The next few days, there is always such a strange phone call, always hang up when I pick up the telephone handset, then I do not bother to pick up, and let the phone keep ringing. This phone makes me sick, I thought this, I mentally cursed the stranger a thousand times. I want to unplug the phone line, Zhou Rui afraid to call home. Finally, the die is to be noisy, I grabbed the phone, it will not hang up the phone, although I would like to call him a discredited by a few, but I restrained myself, the other party has been silent, I do not hang up, the After some time of silence, the other began to speak: \, and three in the afternoon, the blues bar see 。。。。\everything.
  3 o'clock in the afternoon my coffee shop to find a window seat Xu Qing, Xu Qing Zhou Rui though the company is that I see a woman, I am a little surprised, the heart has become confused, I do a little scared The woman, fearing she broke my simple life.
  I sat down opposite Xu Qing, smiled and said: \shaking his head, Xu Qing and then said: \Xu Qing lit a mole, smoke, and spit out smoke around her face will be blurred, and Xu Qing long period he said: \not willing! I really can not be reconciled, why, you can get such a great lady Zhou Rui's heart, and I'm not asking for anything devote full, but not Zhou Rui, I did not find anything, I Zhou Rui just hope I can give a glimmer of hope, I hard you, I Haohen you, I often curse you, but you still also live so chic, you know. In the Zhou Rui lowest in mind when I gave His sense of security, I let him relax and then use a good heart to face your state, and now he is not even the right not to me, I hate you this woman! I want you to put it back to me by Zhou Rui What you do not pay everything can be everything, but my heart's pay was hurt?! \existence, I really hope we become friends, and now, maybe impossible. Xu Qing of seeing out the window, and the atmosphere a bit depressed, I do not know what to say, what to do, get up on Xu Qing said: \I do not know how to look bored at home and then turn on the TV comedy, laughing loudly, smile a smile the tears will not live up to expectations, such as burst its banks flooding the flood. This happened so sudden, so I really can not afford, how can I face it all, how can I face later in life? Day of it! Are the feelings of our eight years in this way all? If I can lower some of their demands, if I can give up a little bit of self-esteem, if I may not care so much about, that between me and him can still continue, but I am a selfish woman, I will not! I love my man does not allow a another woman in his arms.
  I sat slumped on the sofa, Zhou Rui after work to see me look so dull, distressed, said: \said: \Zhou Rui looked very painful. Zhou Rui heart I know that some struggle in pain, I really really hurts, I hope Zhou Rui farewell to look away from me, so I feel better families, but Zhou Rui's heart is in pain, Zhou Rui came, hold I live, I withdraw the call to tear at the end: \You know I really care about you, really afraid of losing you. But I also have a weak moment, I have pressure, Xu Qing is very concerned about me, and she said not to do anything. \Stop ask you. \can not forgive you, I said, if you betray me, my life will not forgive you. I do not know you and I live together in a world in the end who is indebted, but this time I really can not forgive you. Since the beginning, I have in your control, I like a chess piece in your hand, you think things always as you want, regardless of events at any point, you can get out, and I have scars, and Xu Qing achievements, Zhou Rui, I'm afraid, I'm afraid to face all this, I do not want my arms to hug a man to another woman. Zhou Rui, do not force me out, please stay a little self-esteem to me. \the ceiling, tears soaked the pillow slip, and I said over and over again: This is the last time Zhou Rui tears. Zhou Rui's love let me go with the tears, I and Zhou Rui had to stay in the common home. Tomorrow, I start another life to leave, I hope Zhou Rui also happy.
  half months later, I left the Zhou Rui, left Shanghai, and Zhou Rui I hope I can get out from this emotional, to start a new life.

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