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Then, abruptly, a familiar melody lingering in the mind slowly, echoing, whispering. Time curl, ma'am, a lot, but is still missing.
philosophy, this is our ensemble together many times, tediously familiar melody, you're like me, this time also to listen to it? At this point will think of me?
Thirty years ago, parents busy with their work and take care of the long-term sick sister, take me to a few hundred kilometers from the town of my grandparents, I primary school in the town. Philosophy and grandmother are neighbors, his parents work in the county, and my mother is high school students, has been relationship is better, with his parents liked my cute, I do recognize the daughter. Zhe first grade higher than me, naturally, as the protector of my day, my grandmother and his parents exhort thousand, million, asked the next, send me to school and pick me up from school to become his daily homework. As for me, is worship of philosophy, every day, with as little as a stooge in his back. Zhe Sun handsome, smart, handsome, has been a squad leader of his class, a group gathered around forever loyal to his followers. After school, he often took the boys to catch birds on the tree, lower river fishing, every time I want to go along. The boys laugh,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], boo me, philosophy is always spoil me, and spared assigned a small role to see what clothes. I also revel in such a favorite, in the school committed any wrong and what trouble, always go to him and his parents said, and not necessarily to their parents, for fear that they blame themselves.
Later, he went to learn the erhu, I went to learn the violin, have become the backbone of the school art team. Every night,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], when the job is finished with the surprise, tired, lack of, it would be tacit wink and said: \laughter. Sometimes, what we have around the topic of debating, he could not convince the glib, I see, always raise their hands Gurao, smiled and said: \carefree among us spent his childhood and youth. Sister of the disease is cured, I have the high school, and parents to car to pick me back. Before leaving that morning, philosophy red eyes, his face weary, came early on, gave me a violin made of red velvet cushion, and said sadly: \I rush to do, give you to be a commemoration of it! \The plastic is not completely dry. Car came, Zhe said softly: \At that moment, I understand that the seeds of love does not know when, have quietly sprouted in my mind.
flies, seven years past, I became pretty Chula outstanding young lady, after graduating from the College of Foreign Languages in a foreign company. The first read of the Geological Institute of Philosophy, after graduation, a field in Xinjiang geological teams. In my university,, philosophy was a detour to visit me, has also been through several letters, but are confined to each other \Later, philosophy as a geological team leader,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], is to investigate the trek every day, very hard, have very fixed place of work, gradually, we lost contact. With age, my elders have come to propose marriage, I just smiled, politely refuse, but also rejected some of the pursuit of the opposite sex, the library has become my most often go after work place. People began to talk around me, said I GAO, said the conditions I asked her boyfriend is very high. I do, but still a go its own way, was not rash. Because, philosophy has long occupied an important place in my heart, he is my Prince Charming, is the perfect embodiment of character, I believe my philosophy of mind is the location, he will come to me, I have to wait for him!
day, the philosophy of the parents come to visit my parents, chatted about philosophy. That philosophy does not fall in love over the years,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], because my heart has always been a reason. Philosophy to such work have been adjusted, you can give me a stable home to propose marriage when the come, but now it seems, because he was responsible for the project is very important, work is no way to mobilize a short time, so, philosophy is also the heart loss. Although the mother is very understanding of my heart, is like philosophy, but the thought of philosophy and not in the distant place, her daughter will have to pay a double life difficult to extremely distressed. I would like a baby and seriously both the mother said: I only like philosophy, otherwise I will not gonna get married out. Thus, under the auspices of the two parents, the relationship between philosophy and I have substantial progress. Year's Spring Festival, Zhe Li with holiday, find my place. When many years been thinking of him, when the dust appeared scarred, my heart could not help \At that time, do not know how to express love, just think some of the girls should be stable, more reserved, if he said that never loved me, would not lose face? Therefore, their performance is more polite and strange greetings, completely without the child's affection. He saw me, but also cautious shy, speech stiff up, young man, entirely without a sense of humor and agility.
philosophy to live down in my home, every day I go to work as usual that morning to evening, his parents and younger siblings at home with housework chat, and I think obviously all the time him, and let him feel that he is hiding, I do not prefer to see him. Clearly is a relationship,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the front of his family, I feel ashamed and embarrassed, plus he is really like I have some doubt, do not know any good chat with him. One night, he will know I have to go out, we were silent for a long time walking in the street, actually a long time silent, and finally, he said: \deeply hurt, I want to say I miss, I wait, I miss, I want to ask his heart, his love, his true, however, a strong self-esteem and perverting I have nothing after all say, what did not ask, just nodded his head. I once thought, time and distance are not barriers to our soul, once I thought, we know each other and love each other, but this time I'm sad and tragic that the time really can change everything! Lack of communication for many years, each soul has been strange and distance are no longer impression of the past!
few days later, philosophy, said goodbye to their parents hastily rejoin, and I love this Platonic quietly followed the inconclusive. And his heart is torn like grief, but is the result of many years, the slowly healing.
first love is beautiful, pure, persistent, and in later days, who often miss the best time from this life, remember the kind of mesmerizing, soul tremor such as current-like feel. I often think that if some of that time take the initiative each other, frankly some of that if I was bold to say my love ... ... if it happens, what would be some situation? Although the day I do not know the true philosophy was the idea, but it is not important, after all, he gave me the sweetness of love and expectation, to the girl of my dream and melancholy, has given me the time of heartbreak and lovelorn sadness and gave me the most beautiful life together with color.
after three decades, occasionally listening to philosophy from the others mentioned, that he married late, and soon divorced. Thereafter, he married, life and the disappointments, people have become very decadent. Anyway, I hope to find their own philosophy of true happiness, I hope he live well.
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