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<td class=\Perhaps at first glance, but also perhaps because then the loneliness. She always loved him. Freshman at the right time in the last, her heart had not fit the other boys. Her mood often changes because of his emotions, but she did not let him know, without any story between them, she did not want to. Because she afraid of hurting people who care about their own, even more afraid of finally hurt him. She always watched him carefully to see his happy smile. Face of the sun. And then silently walked away. No one knew she was watching him, watching his every move and thought his mood ups and downs, watching everyone around him. Although sometimes she hurts, pain in the blood, can eventually won over.
  She is a girl with a touch of sadness, the sorrow of the forehead has not easily be detected. Many boys liked him, wrote her many letters. But she refused. In her mind, perhaps it could only fit him. Although they are not a class, but every day they live in the same classroom. Occasionally look back, she always saw his desperate eyes. Another lonely people scared. Then she quickly turned his head and heart of the powerful. She was always worried he would be unable to control themselves. Unconscious, she often elude him. Although they are also familiar with each other, and each is very speculative to talk to him. But she still avoiding such a blink of an eye, that is three years. She did not know why, but feel nothing. Perhaps this is what she wants. Her daily effort to learn, and no slack. The share of the feelings in her heart to slowly accumulate. She knows she still likes his. But she is learning to deceive themselves. Trying to escape from everything about him.
  senior that year, he had a girlfriend. She had a roommate. Has a very cute character. Every day he went to appointments, job often too late to write. At that time, she is learning members, she quietly each time he added the job to finish. In the middle of the night, she always sad, she did not know this would not attract his attention,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], will not let him aware of his feelings for him. She becomes even more lonely than before. Night lights. Inner desolation. Almost can not stand her. She often went to the dormitory at night on top, looking at the endless darkness. Sadly La Tortura. Time like a knife,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], a little cut of her loneliness, but also to stab her heart more pain.
  she did not confess to her his love. Although he sometimes can not help but think, like the tears. She did not mention to anyone own the relationship. Including her best friend. In a dismal rainy night in the. Her mind kept the thought. Mind repeated over and over again that their own misfortune. Smoldering in the heart of the conflict that has become increasingly concentrated. She has endured much more of this endless suffering. She decided to give up this feeling. Can every night, she still could not forget his smiling face and his eyes full of despair. She carefully read their thoughts pen, her tears in the dim light shining, wet night in the moonlight and the Promise of the lonely endless night. She would like to hide their love, sympathy and affection to their own written into the diary. When the morning sun shines on her ramp, she left the room, the diary into the trash, the heart of unprecedented sorrow. She knew she was never with him, even if he loves her. But she was cheating myself. Perhaps everything will be fine, maybe there will be a miracle. Window in the morning when the winds blow, she said to herself.
  could never have imagined that she was really a love letter he received. He said he had been in love with her, just do not know her own feelings. When he knows his job at the time of her writing, he was sure she likes her, so I hope she can be his girlfriend. In his words reveal her sympathy and affection. At that time she knew he had and his girlfriend broke up. But she was still very awkward, distorted faces in the night, the sound of pain issued in the eyes of doubt roommates, he left the dormitory. After many days, she sat back of the classroom, silently to silently leave. She did not know how to do, is not she does not love, nor is it mind he had had a girlfriend, but she dared not love. In a rainy night, she handed him a rejection letter to the head would not go. And he seemed heartbroken. Drinking all day, no longer come to class. She saw this, although on the surface do not care, but pain can be severe heart. In fact, he will never know, in the rejection of his that night, she hid under the covers crying whole night.
  they began to become very familiar with, he never will no longer speak to her. He even met all the good hiding away. Only see each other back. Sometimes he led from her new girlfriend walked through the streets. He thought it was her failing to appreciate him, so he wants to prove himself. Time in the past every time he look at her fiercely. She was to speak, and yet said nothing. When he was gone away, she suddenly wanted to cry. One month before graduation,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she was taken to hospital. In the cold room where she lay alone. She thought of his heart at that moment seemed suddenly empty. She knew that his life may be separated, but she also felt indebted to him what she thought maybe he should show their love for him. But she felt that they fit. She is afraid he will never forget their fear of bringing more of his own sorrow. She clearly remember she was suffering from congenital heart disease now, and abandoned by their parents since childhood, is an old man adopted her and raised her. Four years ago, she was admitted to the honors of this school, and her father but because of tuition fees can not bear the heavy drink some pesticide and committed suicide. For this reason the school accepted him. His only hope is to live a happy heart, with their outstanding achievements to reward those who care about her. Can get God's people, so she met him, how she was lying in his arms, hoping to leave this world quietly. But she slipped his heart hurt. Yes right, yes wrong. She did not know. For him, for his love, and her life seems as doomed to disappear. Start tired, began to recall. Cliff shortage of time, she lonely lonely Acacia sing in the silent farewell. Can finally bury or be extinguished.
  last day in the fall, she caught the edge of death. In the lofty, cold night. She finally bid farewell to his love of this world and have memory. In her eyes closed in the last minute. How she wanted to see him one last time, she seemed to hear him crying like a child ran in the sound. Seems to have heard the noise of the death of the general silence of the night. If space frozen. She left him closer. Is becoming more distant. Its like a flying angel. Her dream is so strange and noble. A smile on her face. As nine years old when she was alone in the open, when dream village smile. She thought of him, and did not know whether the next life and his familiar back. Her eyes on what at that moment no. Around the beginning is full of crying. Distant and close. Flooded the dust overtook her pure heart sinking.
  He was rushed to hurry before she leaves, she informed of his former girlfriend. He can finally see her one last time missed. He read the poem she had written to him, those words just as a needle, headlong into his heart. Endless pain.
  you I am fortunate to
  Why would you pass
  why I will miss
  cherished
  cut not of love Amid
  disarray miss yo
  little
  horizon stars suspected I did not put out the love
  If you can not life long marriage
  then please
  afterlife waiting for me I will do you the most beautiful bride
  He looked at last that his name with a wet,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], tears streaming down again could not resist. He hid in a corner,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], long, long time. He began to miss her the way the day began to grudge his unfeeling. Then he left there in silence.
  In the cold of winter, snow was melting. Those lonely lonely past. That day, it was found in her grave dished in full blossom. Desolate and of beauty. Then he disappeared, and people never saw him again. But this time of year, people will find in her grave filled with flowers. Quarter to quarter and onward.

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