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  rescuers look at today's sentiments no nai mail (please forgive me, without written permission from, and made public, I was to help all adolescent confused with the little girl like you):
  Hello, see you in the article under the banyan tree, after a spotlight on you or even like you
  do not know why I look at you kind of article want to cry even thinking if I could meet you maybe I will not talk to the pain
  now compared to you I can only be regarded as a child I have been through things only a little bit but Ever since I started I knew I was sensible, and others do not like girls because I know I feel something special
  I'm helpless I can not and the people around me about my feelings because no one can understand that they will blindly advise
  now I have a relatively good job of course I also have their favorite people, but always in my heart that was originally placed into the circle of tempting me girl
  her go the school she went to another city turned off the phone so I did not get the information about her although I know that now she did not understand my feelings but on the inside of her I have a love deeper than the things than many She woke up one night I dreamed that get the job I'm so bitter I do not know how to run sorry
  If you can see my e-mail if you have time, I want to hear your thoughts
  I wish everything
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  2007 11. 16 pm
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  I was not born to like the same sex, but in particular environment with a female classmate had called homosexuality. My \My \Because I believe that those girls must have touched the heart with sympathy.
  female students that occurred and I Love is 18-year-old homosexual. 18 years old, flower of age, who can manage all their flowers are even color? Black, blue, or red ... ... we do not know.
  In fact, did not occur with the lesbian kiss, I never dreamed her, not to mention I liked it, although up to three years with her by letter. But with the first kiss, I often dream of her night, endless to her, eager to close with her every night, and later, the road has been hard to explain the pain of an unknown ... ...
  between men and women, really miss is the contact with the body began, the same sex is also the same, if you pass a lifetime with a personal letter, in the dream will never dream of the other, if you are with someone With a body of joy, the absolute will dream of the other, and even to do every night of the dream.
  According to the \Only the desire to kiss and touch, as if this is an intimate way of expression.
  with my female students do not often sleep together, but separate from a very long period of time. However, we have what is the first kiss occurred in a force to promote it?
  First of all, we have a friendship basis. Because our friendship started from the fourth grade, fifth grade, we are apart. During the past three years through letters. To be honest, these three years,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I never dreamed of her.
  However, the third day, I ran away from home, but also with her, and with time, although only half a year, worth half a lifetime. For the past six months, I like a patient, she waited on the rule of the doctors.
  say, come down the most vulnerable period of probation. I often get in the middle of the night by her probation in tears, because she gave me to draw water Dafan, there is always something good to get my bowl, climb on my bed at night for me ... and I always Gaimian Pi ... not receive her love, time and again to hurt her.
  I remember one afternoon, I went to relatives, she thought I was away,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and actually go and look at girls boarding school I started class, I went back to school the next morning, she stood in the school the door looked at me tearful, and I did not call her name ... ... then another female student told me that after all the things that I know she gave me one night.
  time I almost could be considered autistic, and we have three seats across,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], knowing that I refused to speak with her, she always gave me two days to write a letter. And I, not a word had given her.
  though my heart was always touched by her, but never on the expression of few words she did not even smile. Other female students thought that she was curry favor with me because I'm from the city students, she is the country's students. Look down in her heart. But she do not care, I do want to do for me.
  my life, I had to deny her love, but we can not deny that there have been unusual for her feelings.
  Later, she admitted to relying on the excellent results has always been a secondary field, and I'm a local secondary school, we pass the letter two years later, I sub-internship in the country.
  units in that internship, she went to see my winter vacation. On that night, the day it may have some cold, holding our first sleep, take a hold in the mouth to stick together ... ... to sit up and take off her clothes one by one ... ... However, I only dare with her kissing touching, but also do not know how not wash with her affection.
  I thought, if then, I will take off all her clothes, and she must not refuse, leaving me with her would be more hurt and pain.
  I'm glad I own, when there is so little reason, did not take off her clothes, her clothes off as her own that looks like. Otherwise, I'm in her flesh, and what will be a struggle it? Only God knows.
  her to the field school, I began to dream of her every day, every night to start a sexual dream, the dream scenario is that people feel shame ... ... between the two 18-year-old girl, how can the kind of thing happen? Incredible!
  I almost picked up the dream with her month-long kiss, the heart of the heat wave subsided only gradually.
  We both graduated, I began to have heterosexual suitors. During one night we went to sleep together, that night I guess she was affectionate to me, but I know a lot of the book I told she could not go so affectionate, so when she arrived at my forehead lips when I was holding her head, to restrain, restrained,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], cursing myself, I can not, I can not ... ... but my mind was life and life in pain, and she asked me why I do not want her? She gave me so much, her skin so hot, her heart beating so that her lips so gentle ... ... I obviously love her, why I do not want her ah!
  I know, I can not be her. I have to her, I would harm her, it will hurt. God knows I'm struggling to make the kind of advance and retreat, and not to the let go. I hugged her, the heart of a bear in a tight clutches clutches, and I hardly claim to survive the life time, actually just to reject her gentle!
  After that time, she may understand the idea of my heart. Although we both said no one had not been opened mouth the words of love and not love.
  then, I have a boyfriend, she wrote me a letter, there were tears in the stationery business, she said, you can not fall in love so early? You can not fall in love so early? You have to give me a year, I want you young a year.
  That year, I am 21 years old. Late flowering season. I have not promised to give her a year, she soon found a boyfriend, got pregnant quickly, quickly made a flow.
  dust fall I started, I smoke, I drink, I am a man hiding under the covers crying. Ah heaven! Why should we love her, why should reject her? Why can not two girls having sex? Why what!
  me south to work, she soon married. Three years, she did not actually pregnant. I'm married, I head out to do,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and I is not pregnant for two years. We torture each other with their husband and myself.
  firm had in my being, and we lost contact. One day, I suddenly want to miss her, pulling her through the home phone, I did not speak, she even knew it was me, and she called my name, I am pleasantly surprised. At that moment, we are Muran surprise, we still love each other, we have not forgotten who hugged all the time.
  But, she wanted me to send an article published in the magazine's sample issues I gave her, I was only a hand, not sent to her, no news since then.
  because, when those days of youth, she has been encouraging me to write, she will address a magazine a copy to me, actually, I can not let her see my type, decorated her with me dream of doing.
  years, and no news of her, my children six years old, do not know how old her child.
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  2007/10/1622: 10 Ma for the Hengyang Building

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